Life is relentless. I watched my dad die when I was 15. I took care of my mom while she died from breast cancer when I was 16. I had my own fight with cancer at 30. I got divorced last year after a 23 year relationship. Co-parenting 2 kids with...
From one sarcastic knobhead to another there's absolutely nothing for you to be embarrassed about mate.
It'll be a little weird and different for a while but you'll settle down to some kind of norm at some point.
You keep fighting mate, because...
A lad I drink with nearly lost his home and business to it mate. Plus it was probably on it`s way to killing him, as at the weekend he`d be on it for anywhere up to 48hrs solid and then be so destroyed, he`d sleep for 24hrs, missing work...