I don’t know how many remember my posts from Christmas but my husband passed away yesterday.
We have been going through an horrendous time the last few weeks and I have been speaking to a lot of the wonderful ladies on here which have been an incredible strength to me, without their support I don’t know where I’d be.
It’s really tough and I felt embarrassed at me being unable to deal with my issues so I’ve kept away from this thread.
My daughter and I are feeling such raw emotions, even guilt as to not being able to help him out of his darkness. Hopefully he is in a better place but he was only 45, I am finding it so hard to deal with 
