Hi I have been an Evertonian all my life and read this and other forums every day, several times a day. I love reading all news, rumours and passion for all the club but don't like all the fighting between fans hence no posts. I love Everton sometimes I wish I could stop so my weekend is not dependent on the result and sometimes when things have been really tough I wondered if I should try to distant myself eg not renew my season ticket because it is all too important to me and effects me too much but I am kidding myself I could never do this and when the team wins the joy is amazing and I always believe we will come good and I know some will think that stupid or naive but that's what I know and believe! 
