Hi, win yesterday gave me a much needed lift, as strange as it may sound in these desperate times. Last night, had a meeting at Fortuna's supporters home. Phoned the parents of my mate from there, to offer my support. was very difficukt moment, because they have all sort of questions. Will be going there tonight, with a couple of friends to help sorting the funeral out.
Also the driver of the crashed car was there and he felt himselt so incredibly guilty for the death of his mate. "I feel that I've failed Harald", he said. Said to him that Harald would never have blamed him for anything and he was very welcome by the parents of Harald. Could feel and see, that he needed that lift.
That's now my main worry. Lost one friend and have to look out that we won't lose him also. Very difficult times at the moment and I have the feeling everyone is relying on me. Have to say, that gives you enormous strenght.
Having you all here, helps me a lot dealing with it. Once again thank you very much. It's great to know that a couple of complete strangers are there for me. Not really meant as a private message as also people like Gaz and others offered me their support.