For me it is.
Last night I lost sleep for the first time in my life with the club on my mind.
I dont want to renew, I don't endorse or support Farhad but how do I tell my sons that whom are oblivious to the landscape the stewardship of the club operate in? I honestly see similarities between ourselves and clubs like Blackpool where the fans and owner's relationship broke down irrevocably.
Its well on its way to that.
I dont have any hope. I don't support a regime where the owner does as he wants , whom relies on agents who are obviously taking him for a ride and who is so oblivious to the fan base that he simply seemingly doesn't care what they feel or think.
I'm not saying the fans should pick the manager etc but communicate, get a sense of perspective, be transparent and explain your choices.
Show us a plan.
We don't get anything and it's a stinging indictment of the way the club is ran.
If i ran the business like they do I'd be sacked. If I didn't see the bigger picture I'd be sacked.
I am done. I'm exhausted, frustrated, tired and this current guise of Everton is one I don't see as Everton.