Hurt to the point where we have so little left to fight our way out of this mess.
When we lose
When we deserve so much more from the officials (with the game on the line - even handed decision making, the odd penalty, the same attitude to red card calls for Shelvey etc as with Allan, Keane etc - the same officials backing down when they have similar decisions in other matches - and don't even get me started on protecting Gordon.
When teams as bad as Burnley get gimme home games against not-arsed Southampton and Wolves after being totally rubbish all season
When key players get injured - DCL, Mina, Davies, Doucoure, Gray, Townsend, Godfrey - sometimes moments before the game and we've been missing our singularly most productive player all season for non-footballing reasons*
When players fall out with managers we shouldn't even have appointed in the first place
When VAR letting us down (Spurs, City, today...)
*clearly this is a serious one one shouldn't dwell on but, well, unlucky Everton you might say.