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Im going to try for the 10th year on the run to give up smoking pot, its so god damn hard, its mostly out of habit, i reckon i could do the craving bit, i would be a nightmare but i would kick thru that [Poor language removed], its the fact that everything i do, has to start with a spliff, im a waste of life, KILL ME NOW.

[Poor language removed] smackhead.
 

Im going to try for the 10th year on the run to give up smoking pot, its so god damn hard, its mostly out of habit, i reckon i could do the craving bit, i would be a nightmare but i would kick thru that [Poor language removed], its the fact that everything i do, has to start with a spliff, im a waste of life, KILL ME NOW.

its behaviour patterns mate.

im in the same boat.

you have to change one pattern for another.
if you wake up and fancy a spliff ?
instead get up make the breakfast for everyone , or walk the dog .

fancy a spliff after dinner ? do some gardening , diy , or walk the dog.

fancy a spliff in the evening ?
read up on something you have heard of but know nothing about , play a family board game , cook something you have never tried before , walk the dog

fancy a spliff at the weekends ? get a hobby (fishing is great escapism) darts is very good (cheap outlay, free to play , competition and sharpens the mind), walk the dog.

im skinning up right now , so its obviously not the finished article , :D , but its my plan of action and has defo been helping to build up momentum.

btw you name it , ive taken it , all have been a breeze to give up but weed has sort of become a major part of my character it seems.

it is all about breaking up the these patterns which we find ourselves settling in.

im also not saying to myself "im giving up weed" instead im saying " i dont fancy a spliff today"... if i go from having a spliff an hour to one every 3 , then thats progress.

a lot of it also has to do with self esteem and self worth , make sure you give yourself credit for even the smallest things and dont beat yourself up over failures.

ps as for a hobby dont grow cannabis - it doesnt help:)
 

I dont have a dog mate, ive got a cat. :D. But thanks for the help, but i do have a high self esteem, bordering on arrogance, this may or may not be relayed in my posts. :D
 
weed sleeplessness can be beaten, but the easy option of replacing canna with alcohol isn't necessarily the best.

Thats my main problem, ive NEVER been a drinker, i dislike drinking, i like to be in control and find that alcohol doesnt allow this, smoking weed on the other hand, dulls the senses and makes the world a happy place, but how much of it is real. I mean its well known that weed is an anti depressant, maybe i have deep problems within myself, what if i stop smoking and the rage builds up and i go on a killing spree. Ive smoked weed since i was 14, what is the real me like? Will i like him, will my family like him, what does Everton look like when your not stoned? Scary thought.
 
Thats my main problem, ive NEVER been a drinker, i dislike drinking, i like to be in control and find that alcohol doesnt allow this, smoking weed on the other hand, dulls the senses and makes the world a happy place, but how much of it is real. I mean its well known that weed is an anti depressant, maybe i have deep problems within myself, what if i stop smoking and the rage builds up and i go on a killing spree. Ive smoked weed since i was 14, what is the real me like? Will i like him, will my family like him, what does Everton look like when your not stoned? Scary thought.



I tried it once. I went as white as the away strip, with a hint of yellow.

VDM looked awesome though. Make of that what you will.


*hits bong to cleanse memory
 
Thats my main problem, ive NEVER been a drinker, i dislike drinking, i like to be in control and find that alcohol doesnt allow this, smoking weed on the other hand, dulls the senses and makes the world a happy place, but how much of it is real. I mean its well known that weed is an anti depressant, maybe i have deep problems within myself, what if i stop smoking and the rage builds up and i go on a killing spree. Ive smoked weed since i was 14, what is the real me like? Will i like him, will my family like him, what does Everton look like when your not stoned? Scary thought.

Canna is a downer mate, hate to break it to you.

Canna dulls some senses and drastically accentuates certain other senses.

As for self medicating because of possible rage build ups, just have a shout on here instead, no guarantees your going to get post of the year or much positive rep, but at least you can unburden your psyche and provide a possible good laugh to boot.
 

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