Well, when you put it like that. I'm very sorry to hear that. Must be awful having paparazzi outside your door etc. You're like GOT's Princess Diana. Hard life man, hard life.I let the facts speak for themselves my friend. Even when I is not active, I return to the forum to find dozens of notifications of people tagging myself, requesting information from me, messages and so on.
I even had to put someone on egnore a few months back because their obsession with me grew so severe that they were concerning myself and others in regards to their own mental well being. You could never understand the pressure and how that makes you feel, yet you judge a man without walking in his shoes.
Dont get me wrong, I do provide some insightful and often banger content however even I get taken back by the accolade and support. Take that Brick thread, people could not accept that I made a genuine mistake, that I could read a thread title and go onto twitter and base my opinion off that named account. I'm not perfect, but I am held to such a high standard from everyone, be it haters or supporters. If you make a mistake, its forgotten or forgiven, if I make a mistake - I'm hated, I'm peltered because my words are held to some unrealistic standard.
Its the price in the EFC community of being a prominent name on the social media. Look at the flack Esk gets for getting things wrong from time to time. Very few understand that pressure - it can be overwhelming.