@COYBL25 @jal123
Found it
Heres the one ive had published in some competition when i was with my old bird
Sinner's hope:
There was a touch
That found it's fuel
It wasn't much
But it found you
...and all the times id given up
All the imitations of love
All the bargains I had made
You had blown them all away
And in came passion, in came fear
And I was getting out of there
I've thought a lot, I've wasted time
But I never thought that you'd be mine
If pride's a sin, I'm far gone
But I'm coming up, im not alone
Wrath is mine and envy too
But so is hope, and it's from you
I know that we're all mortal
And life can cloud the eyes
If you can't walk, I'll help you crawl
And your problems will be mine
You are my sense of beauty
I'm forever in your debt
And I'll be here till you dont want me here
Cause my darling, it ain't forever yet
I'll speak of love without shame
And I will find joy anew
I feel alive and you're to blame
So hannah, this one goes out to you
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Something a bit darker
I've seen the future, seen what's coming next -
just years of days and nights of getting wrecked
my alternate future, dazzling bright, cause life aint right since you left, Had six years of the best, now I'm laying the future to rest, a half-hearted emotional wreck, human conveyer belt of depressive dialect. My problem isn't self respect, it's my intellect; trapped in a world that's failed my test, at best
Good intentions built the bars of this cage,
I'd judge people my keepers by how the speak & behave
justify your hero complex; why should life be saved or more truthfully - delayed en route to the grave, sickening slaves do anything to be safe, to buy some extra days, self replicate without a thought to the lives they create; as they raise the stakes and multiply the pain
Well if thought are electricity, I've grappled with these thoughts - enough to power a city, so can you explain to me, there must be some mistake, cause when I see I disbelieve, the caliber of semi simian apes they call 'head of state' a brief pause for the accusations of race - that's their recourse when their words hold no weight, but being part of this species is the real disgrace, it's hard to believe I'm only 5' 8, when most people metaphorically don't reach my waist, yet hold me back like weights to deprive me of my grace- that's why my face is set in stone distaste