Those notes are a frightening realisation that he’s going nowhere. He genuinely thinks there is a way back. He just cannot see how huge the disconnect is between him and the fans. I actually thought they were a parody when I read the odd snippet last night before I saw the full thing in all it’s unmitigated, grim horror. As our nearest and dearest neighbours were chasing 4 trophies, he lauds an away win at Leicester City as evidence of “good times”. He even lies about that statement- outside the ground he said the fans had had good times, not him. The man has single handedly been the driver of our decline, the price we’ve all had to pay for him to star in his own “Chairman Bill” blockbuster show. It comes to something when Peter Johnson, an actual Kopite who owned us, performed better as Chairman than this mediocre loser.