I will try again during the week but I feel as though I need help fairly quickly and they took almost 6 weeks last time and at this moment in time im not in a position where I can phone and talk to various hotlines over the phone
Totally understand that it may be difficult to pick up the phone as this may be a private situation that you don't want others to know about. What I would say is hang in there, then when the first opportunity arrives get in touch with your gp and explain that you feel 6 weeks is far too long to wait to speak to someone. There should always be a way for them to help those that require a helping hand sooner rather than later. What I will say mate is this. You may be going through some dark days at the moment but never forget that ahead of you are many many great moments, life experiences and memories yet to be created.