Mrtallywacker
GOT spiritual advisor
Would give absolutely anything not to wake up tomorrow.
Oh my son, I've been in your shoes, standing looking into the abyss.
I was fortunate that a very kind person saw to it that I sought help.
Those last three words are key 'I sought help' because there is help out there my friend. Make that GP appointment, call a friend, PM one of us.
If this thread teaches you one thing, it's that you are not alone, you are not the only one going through this, there are others.
Keep talking to us blue, God bless.