Seathestars
Player Valuation: £60m
I feel exactly the same, I’m torn between not renewing my season ticket or renewing and seeing him on the touch line, both thoughts make me feel sick.My first attended match was on Boxing Day 1954 when I was eight, as a belated Christmas present. It was love at first sight.
My first season ticket was 1962, purchased by two very kind and generous parents.
My first real anger with the club was at the appointment of No-Mark o' Silver, where I retained my season ticket, but gave the card to a friend as I felt rebellious and childish and said I would not attend until he had been replaced.
If the Benetiz appointment is certified, I will become even more childish and not renew my ST, which will open up an opportunity for somebody on the waiting list a chance to acquire one (LGS, excellent view and surrounded by first class Blues).
I'm under no illusions, I will not be missed.
Everton will always be MY team and GOT will always be my family, but from thence on, it will be from a distance.
I feel like I’m about to give my daughter away in marriage to some knob head who I know doesn’t love her. Thing is, I know I will be on his case the first second things go wrong, I will be toxic and I don’t want to be.
I‘m trying to separate my support for the team and club away from him but it’s difficult.