Between the doom scrolling, the constant checking for updates on takeover, injury news, other teams chances, permutations, the sick feeling, the constant chat, the worrying, the late nights thinking about it trying not to, the dreams I am completely exhausted with it.
It's not even like I can't live with it happening, I would make peace with it almost immediately, but I just can't stop stressing over it despite not wanting to.
Its a nightmare feel like I want to go to bed fall sleep and wake up just when it is finished.