Darth Toffeeman
Player Valuation: £40m
I get what youlre saying and appreciate it...but look at the passion in your post...you still CARE. You still follow. It still hurts.
No use trying to get off this train lad, it wont let you.
It doesn't hurt anything like what it used too. Genuinely.
My father passing away, my wife's mother getting seriously ill, and my sons autism have more than put life in perspective.
Watching Everton should be escapism and a release from day to day stresses.
They make things worse tenfold.
I just find the game as a whole dull now.
I will always be an Everton fan whether I like it or not. But I am not a football/soccer fan. I think the game is in terminal decline, as it chases even more outlandish fees from tv abroad.