I’ve had some bad days watching Everton from sitting seeing tony Adams dance through us whilst Arsenal fans celebrated us and relegation seemed inevitable , Rush scoring for fun , the Mike Walker debacle and the horrors of that ex-RS sat in the dug out watching us slip towards the trap door and so so many more . Last night felt as bad as any of them , I don’t even know what the point of it is any more .
I suppose I almost envy that poster who says “we get relegated, we move on “ because as that certainly isn’t how I feel. I feel sick to my stomach . I left the ground early and let cabs pass me and just walked for ages. As has been said there is something very very wrong this club .
There is absolutely no way that the fanbase can galvanise and save us again because we haven’t got it in us , the players seem Miles off and the boardroom have squandered millions and the supposed evertonians amongst them content with their fat wallets and “you’ve had good times BS” . Whilst last night it’s hard to argue the manager seemed anything but clueless or a rabbit in the headlights.
I’m happy to take suggestions but I honestly have no idea what we should do next , what we as fans should demand or frankly if I even care any more . After half a century of being sat in that ground or travelling around Europe , Asia even Australia to watch them they’ve broken me .