The lowest point for me was 20 years ago, three years into BK's regime. I vowed after having had a season ticket for 20 years not to get another until he is gone and true to my word I havent had one. I have been to the odd home game, mainly do aways when I do go but I still feel the pain. I refuse to fuel his trainset with my hard earned cash. I was there the day we stayed up against Wimbledon, I was a teenager but the game against Palace just gave me PTSD. I am at the point whereby Saturday for example was a huge game and to avoid the disappointment took my daughter to the cinema instead, she enjoyed that, I saved a ton (didnt buy pick n mix!) and the only disappointing bit was checking the result and even then wasnt that surprised.
As may arl fella said in 1984 to me 'its hard being an Evertonian' and he has never said truer words than that. I fear more than ever that our time in the top tier of English football is up and its heart breaking.