Im almost 20yrs older than you mate, I've never taken hard drugs. I was no angel growing up either I loved my grass and would have drunk anyone under the table. I grew up in the north of ireland thankfully we didnt have hard drugs back then thank God or im sure I'd have tried them. We had the troubles which kept all the hard stuff out of this country - youd have been killed for bringing that stuff in - youd even have got your knees done if you were caught with grass. The place is full of everything now though especially spice and heroin more dying here now with drugs than got killed during the troubles. I was talking to a kid the other day whos 25 and he used to be a cracker wee footballer he'd trials with Celtic, Arsenal and Forest he was in a wheelchair, he'd got his leg amputated from injecting all the time and hes still on it. Its scary buddy but i know others who've got off everything including a mate who'd batter me if he knew i was talking about him he was big into his meth but is off it years - and is training to be a priest now lol, so dont ever give up mate 1 day youll break it, dont let the demons in your head or anyone tell you otherways we're alot stronger than we think we are. If you need any help mate reach out nobody here going to judge you brother or you just want to talk to a stranger who cares just let us know. Im sure others here can relate to what you're going through. God Bless Brother, U.T.T.
