Wow, I’ve gone from thinking you’re just a bit of an internet whopper to actually pitying your whole existence.
“I stay awake until the first glimmer of sun hits the horizon, I am afraid of the dark, no one to talk to, only my own thoughts to live with, my mind going to dark places.”
“Smothered with lies. Her face, bound with myriad subtleties, stared blankly. I searched deeper, scraped and fought with her frozen emotion. It was then that all hope faded; slithering away from me with every empty sorry she whispered. I’d lost her. For good this time. On cue, before her love set sail, a solemn tear searched my face, and found peace upon a wavering lip.”
“Fear - it clung to my icy veins like anew-born child; gnawing, biting,grasping. Whilst all along its silent repose smothered me, it’s vice grip heldme, motionless, until I found only death could release me from my hallowed dreams. I plunged too deep, shunning the fear itself, before I awoke engulfed by shadowy flame and ash. Spluttering,I asked just this - why me? And as my soul splintered into the midnight sky: I found forgiveness.”