I meant to answer this post last week so here it goes, along with an update about the job.
Fred have I ever tell you how much I love you? Thanks for taking the time to express this opinion about my job and offering a different perspective ? You are right, I am hesitant but not because of the job. I really think this position will be perfect for me. I also know I can make a difference and have the skills to increase my college's minority population if they give me the chance to do this work. So while the opportunity to make more money is very appealing, I'm not the kind of person that is driven by dinero, otherwise I would already be working in a private sector job. What's most appealing about this position is the opportunity to increase the makeup of minority student's population at my college and make a difference assisting these students getting enrolled in college. There is nothing like the good feeling you get when you have helped someone, specially one of those minority students, reached their academic goals. Doing all this while making more money is indeed very enticing. My hesitation comes from my fear of how this new job will affect my family life. I've been so devoted and committed to my family since my daughter was born that I am just afraid that things will not go as smoothly and once I am busy working full time that I will fail them. I'm afraid that I won't be able to find a good balance between work/family life. But it is just a fear that I need to overcome as my husband has been fully committed to offer additional support if I were to get the FT job. The past decade I have I definitely under achieved in my career and may have disappointed many people on the way that had expectations that by now I will be much farther, but I also don't have any regrets. Being here for my daughter has been the most important job that I have fulfilled the past decade but I also don't want to be resentful later in life about not pursuing other career opportunities so I went ahead and apply for the position. But if I get an interview and were to get the job offer then I assure you that I will seriously consider the pros and cons before accepting
Talking about the job, on Thursday before I succumbed to my illness I did get to submit my application and documents but I found today that only one person (me) I applied for the job so HR decided to repost the position. Now instead of being just an internal position that only college employees can apply to, it has become available for anyone that is qualified to apply. I'm not sure what to think about HR strategy, one would think that if I am the only person interested in the job and I'm fully qualified, and I have been working at the college for several years that they would just give me a chance but it seems they want to interview other people besides myself so I will have to wait to see what happens. Whatever it happens, like you say, it is not a once in a lifetime opportunity and other's will present themselves if this one doesn't work out.