The worst feeling for myself is a performance like that isn't a surprise. I watched as the city fans cheered and were thoroughly enjoying watching their side. A very expensive side yes but it's how you spend that money.
Then I look at us, the manager, the stadium, the atmosphere, the players... my heart sank. We just exist in the Premier League, another team that is just there, gets the odd decent result or cup run but never really shakes things up when it matters the most.
I can't even bring myself to hate him because what he is, the way he acts, what he says...has been there for all to see since he came into this league years ago. At his age, he isn't going to change, adapt or find a new beginning. He is going to get a very generous salary each week, chew his gum, drink his dogs urine and continue the "Big Sam" circus.
I blame the players who are, except for maybe three or four, disinterested, over rated phoneys and most of all I blame the people above Allardyce, some of whom have been on that board far too long than what a truly ambitious and successful football club would tolerate. Yet here we are. The people who pushed that "be careful what you wish for" mantra over the years, I don't need to say anything to you.
In a way this season could be a positive looking back, it could be the season more had woken up to the mediocre club it now is and who is responsible for that. Maybe it could see more fans thinking this club could be better rather than "hey don't want to be Leeds lad".