Black Belt Jones
Player Valuation: £25m
I'm feeling we're past the point of fearing relegation tbh, because fk this desperate firefighting to keep our heads above water playing garbage football in the prem and being the most boring club in Europe.The emotional boost from winning. Shortlived though it is, it's like being withdrawn from smack since October. I've never felt so wretched in my life.... like literally nothing good will ever happen to me for the rest of my existence.
Could have everything, but if EFC aren't in the PL, it's like there's no point. That's why I sometimes think every win is in fact a personal defeat, because it claws me back in.
I'd made peace with relegation before last season's Chelsea game - thanks in no small part to a huge bookies payout if they went. It didn't happen, and now I get jack shid for them dropping.
Will one more season in the PL be the difference between long-term survival/outright extinction/Leeds-style exodus? Will the money from last season's survival ensure the stadium is operable for a while, as opposed to something that will send the club into liquidation and rebirth in the Conference North?
I guess a huge takeover from Moshiri could be the answer. But it's exactly this the board needs to be clear about..... but they lie, and mask everything with pictures of the stadium... they've lost all credibility already, what harm will a bit of brutal honesty do?
I mean it could well be an existential threat to the club, but the culture of mediocrity is so deeply embedded that it feels like the only way forward is to set it on fire and start again.