I'm currently taking anti depressants, but I'm still struggling, for years I used drink as a coping mechanism and could use Everton as a distraction. Now I just find every single day I'm on edge, only time I relax is when I sleep. I've tried AA, but TBH I don't identify, while my drinking is problematic. I don't drink shorts, I don't drink much more than 7 pints usually. Using drink as a coping mechanism isn't normal, but at same time I never drink in house. Im stuck where I don't fit in with normal drinkers and don't fit in with Alcoholics.
Have you tried your GP mate, they may be able to refer you to a support group other than A.A ?
There’s also online support groups have you had a look at them ?