Really good to hear mate.
Today was a bad day for me. Hardly slept again all night, woke up in a sweat and had a massive panic attack. Partner took me to hospital and we spent a few hours there going over some new short term medication to bridge the gap whilst the citalopram takes it's time kicking in. I'm on day 9 of them so will take a bit more time yet. Some sleeping pills and a short sharp dose of benzos, combined with a week off work, should hopefully do the trick.
Was the worst I've felt in months. It's triggered a small flare up of my ulcerative colitis too. That will sort itself out soon though.
I was an idiot for trying to self diagnose and stop taking drugs like I did, I thought I would be okay without them.
Groucho, your advice has always been terrific in here. So thankyou again.