Mate, I’ve been there too! However, I don’t need to make every post about it, highlighting every thing I can find to pour scourn on the players and club.
You'd have to be on Oxycotton or Xanax 24/7 to maintain any kind of positivity about Everton. They will always disappoint you. It's just fact. The longest trophy drought in our history has resulted in an eternal brittleness...we always look like we are on the brink of collapse when under any kind of pressure in a match...likewise we rarely convert on our own phases of dominance in a game. As often said, being an Everton fan is like staying with your partner when she cheats on you time after time despite promising to "change"
I genuinely believe we are a cursed club.
Over the last 4 or 5 years I have become almost apathetic towards us. My reason is that if I don't care as much, the less disappointed/upset I'll be when we lose. This conversely means I don't even take much pleasure from our rare successes.
That's what supporting the blues has done to me.
I'm more interested in the upcoming NFL season, at least I can enjoy that from a neutral perspective and not get emotionally ravaged ?