More than anything else I’m frustrated with myself tonight. For a while I’ve avoided watching us because I know how angry and upset this team can make me and it’s not fair to myself or my family for me to get that worked up over something so relatively meaningless as football.
After the weekend I decided I’d chance it tonight and here I am again, seething.
I’m gonna take a deep breath, eat a delicious flapjack and finish my book. I urge you folks to do something to take your mind off this nonsense, too. Football is not worth damaging your mental health over at the best of times and this dumpster fire of a club is definitely not.
I know it’s easier said than done, but put it out of your head and move on. Look after yourselves.
(And I’ll see you back here on Saturday, obvs…)