Everton's been a big part of my life, being born within earshot of the ground and me and my Nan going mad in the back yard when we heard a goal go in lol
My first match my dad took me to is still with me as though it was yesterday, and my first season ticket was the best pressie I've ever had, I used it every week too, even though I hated the enclosure for the reserve gameslol
Never has the whole club stunk as much as this, it's not Everton any more for me. We're a shadow of the club we were even in the darkest days of the past. The last 5 or 6 years have been sickening to see, epitomised by today, getting battered by Fulham and we turn to the likes of Davies, Simms and Patterson to steady the ship. Not their fault though, they shouldn't be here, as should neither of about 6 of today's starting 11.
I've been through the "cash strapped Everton days" but there was always hope, there's none here now because of how the club has been run over the last 6 years and how it seems it'll be continued it's run this way.
I'm glad in a way I feel like this now because it's not bad luck we're in the drop zone, it's because we're a joke of a club with an horrific premiership squad.
If we go down we go down and we'll have deserved it. I feel as though the weight has been lifted and really just want this season over with.
BMD is all well and good but I'd rather have Goodison and a proper Everton team and board any day of the week. I can't imagine the implications for us if we do drop, it'll be catastrophic. Glass half full up until now but boy it's grim, and I don't just mean because we're 17th.