I feel up and down like this all the time. I feel like I need to moan away and talk to someone about my problems and say if the next morning I wake up happy, then I feel awful and embarrassed about saying anything cos it must seem like I am just making it up! And I hate myself for drawing all that attention. On the contrary, reading your issues and thoughts made me relate and I didn't think you were moaning or anything and it makes me feel sad that you think that you've put people through anything; because they are here to help and perhaps did help because you currently feel in a better place. I totally see the similarities with my feelings and yours yet I can not seem to take my own advice! Madness. But eye opening.
How you doing, you haven't been on for a while ?.