It's a sobering realisation when you realise that your family, the people you dote on, would do anything for, literally drive miles in the middle of the night, fiscally aid without a second thought won't even have a conversation with you because deep down, they will always and only ever see you for who you were and not who you are now, disregarding the years of work you've done to go from someone who was inches away to someone with their life completely together, best job they've had, and genuinely content, with none of the thoughts or urges that drove them to near insanity. Sometimes I think it's because it was more of a story to have that person instead of this. Maybe it's because when they throw their thoughtless barbs my way now I brush them off and call them on it instead of flying of the handle validating their preconceived notions and pideonholing, so again a good story for the sympathetic sycophants that populate their existences.
I have changed, I don't rattle, I don't bend, I don't break. I know who I am. Shame they don't.
It takes a lot nowadays for me to get this pissed off, thank you for giving me the platform to air these greviences anonymously so I cam continue to be who I am .