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It's been a long time since I last posted in this thread, it really is fantastic for providing support for those who need it.
I guess I'm posting here because in large patches over the last year and a half, I've felt an overwhelming ennui about uni and life in general.
It first came about last year, when my friends and support groups at uni simultaneously fell apart as they all dropped out of uni. The uni class is very big and very friendly, but I found myself on the fringes without anyone I felt I actually was closeish too. I knew most people and could say hi and have a conversation, but was on the fringes of the social cliques that had been formed. I somehow scraped through my exams and the summer break was much better, I got a job with one of my best mates and felt as though I actually had a purpose.
That carried me through to about March this year and I was feeling much more engaged and enjoying my course when my closest mate went through some real financial and family issues and has point blank refused to talk about it or even talk to us, causing my mates and the friendship there-in to all fall apart. Now it's like deja vu, and I'm finding myself falling into that disengagement in life and uni again.
I feel this very similar to what I'm going through. Uni was very much like that for me too. Can't really enjoys films about uni or crazy college flicks without feeling a bit annoyed by it all. Im am one the lucky students literally a year before the change of tuition fees when I deferred for a year and came back to a different year group was a bit better to be honest but god feel so sorry for thoose who have done a art course and paid 9 grand year for, kin hate this fact so much. I hope ur mate gets better kiwi I don't know what to say that could help just that friends are so important especially ones with flaws and baggage they are worth it