I have, I'll admit. I don't like him. I think he's everything I said in that post and I don't like that he's been given leeway to take this club forward. I don't get the 'but who else' shouts. He'll leave us in a worse position than when he found us. He's all about self-preservation. He just hides behind others and uses his PR spin. He'd have blamed injuries and the fan unrest if Arsenal had won the other night. We all know it.
But, I don't want him to lose games. I said that the other day. Because if he loses we lose. So I want Benitez to do well here, in that sense. But I want him punted into the sun at the first available chance.
I promise you I'll never trot out the "who else?" thing. There's ALWAYS someone else.
My kopite mates had endless fun in the summer dragging up bile-filled emails I'd sent about the guy years ago, I had a near meltdown in the summer when it became clear he was going to become our manager. The power struggle with Brands was inevitable given his past. I could spend all day listing the reasons I hated the guy.
But I reached a point over the summer, I can't remember exactly when, when I came to the conclusion that I want Everton to do well more than I hate Benitez and this time it isn't an Allardyce type thing where you know you've only got to put up with it for 6 months and, more importantly, I think this constant change is one of the things which is hurting us.
The one thing I can't accept, and I don't care whether it's Benitez, Tuchel or Guardiola who is in charge, is the threat of relegation. It's the straw that broke the camel's back for Koeman and Silva and it needs to be where we draw the line here or for anyone else too. Benitez has my (silently grudging) support until we reach that point and I acknowledge we are only a few bad results away from it. I will not be moaning about style of play, players he won't pick, etc etc as at the end of the day I'm not bothered about how we get there, I just want the club to progress and, to my mind, the way we do that is by picking a horse and backing it. Moshiri appears to have picked his horse. I have a number of misgivings about whether he's the right one to have placed our faith in, but the most important part for me is to actually go through the process. Let's face it, we've been gradually falling down the table for years now, he can't really fall much further without falling foul of my one caveat anyway.
So, I fully understand all of your concerns about him, but until we reach the threat of relegation (and yes, our worst run of form in 22 years very much qualifies as skirting close to this), I'm going to remain a (largely silent) Benitez in man.